My First Blog

No confidence.

Uncomfortable in the skin im in.

I’d like to restart.

Build me a new skeleton.

Give me a new soul.

Anything other than this damn wreck.

We’re so good.

we’re so good.

but no one knows.

Wondering, wondering.

Waiting, waiting.

I wanna live life.

I dont ever wanna come down.

But im afraid of starting.

We’re so good.

We’re so good.

But no one knows.

Miss-understood.

Miss-placed.

Underrated.

Fingers bloody. Heart smaller.

Everyday the lies growing taller.

Doesn’t it feel great?

They should know by now.

We’re so good.

Posted 6 months ago
Well, I did the whole Myspace thing and Facebook. Guess i’ll go ahead and give Tumblr a try. I doubt i’ll post on here much. It’ll be fun to write down my thoughts every once in a while though.  Today is Wednesday Dec. 1st, 2010. I have done nothing but practice my drumming today. Brought my whole kit in my house yesterday. Forgot how loud my drums can be in that room. Havent played in there since my old band use to practice here. Brings back memories. Good and bad, ha. I still miss those days. Just writing music (bad music) but not caring. Not having to worry if these songs will catch the ears of thousands of fans or if these songs will help our careers so maybe we can actually make some sort of money so we can continue our careers as musicians. They were fun, easy days. The shows werent nearly as good and we didnt have “real” fans…….but it was still so much fun. I barely talk to those guys now. Lost track with them i guess you could say. I cant ever get any of them out to see my band now. Oh well, maybe one day.  Christmas is coming up and im already in the holiday spirit. I hope i dont lose it while we head out on this next tour. You kinda forget about holidays….or days in general when you’re on tour. “Whats today? Monday? Oh no wait…..its Thursday!” Its hard to keep track of the days when your gone and everyday feels like a Saturday. I’ll be back 5 or 6 days before Christmas….and then leaving for tour again on Christmas day. Im sure the tour will be worth it though.    I think this is a good start for my first blog.  -Ryan

Well, I did the whole Myspace thing and Facebook. Guess i’ll go ahead and give Tumblr a try. I doubt i’ll post on here much. It’ll be fun to write down my thoughts every once in a while though.

 Today is Wednesday Dec. 1st, 2010. I have done nothing but practice my drumming today. Brought my whole kit in my house yesterday. Forgot how loud my drums can be in that room. Havent played in there since my old band use to practice here. Brings back memories. Good and bad, ha. I still miss those days. Just writing music (bad music) but not caring. Not having to worry if these songs will catch the ears of thousands of fans or if these songs will help our careers so maybe we can actually make some sort of money so we can continue our careers as musicians. They were fun, easy days. The shows werent nearly as good and we didnt have “real” fans…….but it was still so much fun. I barely talk to those guys now. Lost track with them i guess you could say. I cant ever get any of them out to see my band now. Oh well, maybe one day.

 Christmas is coming up and im already in the holiday spirit. I hope i dont lose it while we head out on this next tour. You kinda forget about holidays….or days in general when you’re on tour. “Whats today? Monday? Oh no wait…..its Thursday!” Its hard to keep track of the days when your gone and everyday feels like a Saturday. I’ll be back 5 or 6 days before Christmas….and then leaving for tour again on Christmas day. Im sure the tour will be worth it though.

   I think this is a good start for my first blog.

 -Ryan

Posted 1 year ago